im gonna hope i do something big like its 2009.

wow... i aint been on here for a little while. i would say that its because i been uber busy running, chuckling, + grinning from one thing to the next. i really would because in a way its true. so much has went down since mid-december, but jeez i know the dealio. my lazy bum self just hasnt got on here + typed my heart out. maybe its the kick-back, lay-back holiday effect on me... naw, im just a lazy bum at times + thats got to cease this year.

you know where this is about to lead to. yeah, yeah its new years. well, 9 days past of new years, but we in the new year none the less + mostly everyone is all on the whole "its a new dawn, its a new day, its a new life for me" state of mind (excuse me if i got the lyrics mixed up. i love that song though.). i sort of gave up on that whole idea of a brand spanking new year brings forth the magical power of simple, constant growth + easy, simple change. just because we switch that last yearly digit up one notch does not mean that everything will be different + new under the sun. some things dont change overnight or over years. well, at least not with just new year hopes alone.

even though i do bump away the thought of making resolutions, i am dreaming for some changes. the list in my brain is miles long + world wide believe me, + most of it is me. i still need to sit down + actually write it out, but i havent done it yet because either my mind is shooting off of 8 different thoughts at once or my body is moving to 3 places at once or IM JUST FRICKIN' LAZY AT TIMES!!! yeah, something must be done because i know that there is more to my life than where im at right now. i can literally see that shit clear as the letters on my keyboard. well, dont count the Q button, theres some gunk on there. i need to scratch off. ewww... umm anyway, i need a change from this cycle i been circling around for ages + i guess thats why that one midnight 9 nights ago seem so promising to me + a billion more. it says thats we starting anew, its a clean canvas to etch the view of our lives however we want to. i just need to pick up my freaking brushes + paint instead of letting it gather dust. lol well, heres the the new year.

oh crap yeah. dont laugh, but happy belated holidays, merry belated birthdays, happy prelated mlk day in case i miss it + it be belated, happy belated new years- wait, does that even makes sense? oh whatever. happy happy joy joy yall. lol

soulfully yours, peace+luv 4eva, the 3rd tWin

the start of something new. + no, not the next hsm movie.

i fell asleep last night around 10:30pm while flipping back + forth to cnn, fox news, msnews, channel 2, channel 5, cartoon network- what, flapjack was on + i love that lil dude. ADVENTURE! any of a way, i woke up with my tv on cnn playingback clips from last night with obama giving a quite decent speech about how we done did it... clearly i didn't need my bowl of cheerios after all the energy i got from hearing this.

barock obama did it... he did! he is our new president! president number 44... you know i had to kick that number around for a minute...

44
4+4=8 (jeez i love this number. lol)
8 represents regeneration + resurrection. a new begining, beginning of a new era.

hmmm... seems to be a perfect fit for for this event. last night, nov. 4, was beginning of a new age, a time where african american will no longer wish to their parents + teachers "i want to be the 1st african american president"

they will let it be known that "i will be president." because now that obama had did it, that invisible glass ceiling has been shattered + we are recieving a rain shower of hope + strength.

not only we are coming together as a race, this nation has finally gotton to their feet, banded together + spoken their feelings with the action of voting:

"WE WILL NOT DEAL WITH THIS UNNECCESARY BUSH-BITCHASSNESS NO MORE!!! WE WANT A CHANGE + WE ARE COMFIDENT THAT THIS MAN, *points to obama* THIS MAN IS THE BRINGER OF A BETTER TOMORROW!!"

im proud to be me today. im black. im american. im a person that wants more from my nation for my family, friends, neigborhoods + cities. im a person that made a choice yesterday to better our tomorrow.

thank you past, for you taught, fought + strengthen us well. thank you present, for you hand us the chance to live out our lessons. all there is left to say is, here's to a new, bright, beautiful future... peace+luv 4eva, the 3rd tWin

...+ let it begin... again.

hey, hi, hello, + salutations everybody. i woke up today + decided that im going to start me a new blog on here, mostly because my best friend/sister has one here (are ya happy now? ya done converted me! jeez... lol) + because my old one was just sitting there with no one visiting nowadays except but some company that want me to get digital signages... not sure what that is...

anyway, im making a move, probably gonna turn my old one into a place to write out + keep my writins (poetry + stuff like that), but use this to get out my chants + rants on life. nicey. well, here we go... til the next time, peace+luv 4eva, the 3rd tWin